Saturday, July 21, 2007

it is 21st of july 11:52pm. today is my sadest day of my whole life.. as im typing, i cant help it but tears just fill up my fucking eyes and rolling down my fucking chubby cheeks. when a relationship starts, get prepare for the worst because there is nothing call "forever". now i experience that and im feeling so so devasated. am i asking for too much or am im mr.not-gentlemen? im utterly confused. do i have a place in her heart? my heart says have but my brain denied it. which side should i believe? tell me! guide me! advice me! someone help? or even angels may fall and give me a helping hand? im having a mania-storming heartache. im bleeding. bleeding profusely. oh its a shame that a guy is shedding tears am i right? totally fucked up. im such a failure. UTTER FAILURE! what can i do to change the situation? no, there is none. there are no options for me to choose.. dead end. today onwards. i,myself,me will be dead after i finish my last word.

LOVE. 12:11pm

+KenDriK+ updated @ 8:51 AM

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