Well of Illusions!

Sunday, September 30, 2007

study study study. im going to be a study freak soon!! but anyway, im moving house! ohhh im excited staying in my brand new house! awwww! cool and this sat, nicholas, amar and gangs coming to help me! they are so ON that they willing to give me a helping hand. cant wait till sat! hahahaha! but still long uh. 6 more days! counting down. woohoo! wah sian sian. 3 more weeks to o lvls. wah damn shag! tired core... must do well for o's. im afraid.

+KenDriK+ updated @ 6:26 AM

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Thursday, September 27, 2007

okay o lvls is coming so so near! i can feel it breathing at my neck!! stress is staggering! now its time to revise my work. only this word "revise" is in my life. no more playing. o lvls! im coming! do it well so i can have the mood to play after o's! cool! lets study guys!

and bern, its hard uh because its really confusing. if you were to be in my shoes, you will understand the situation now. its like kind of complicated uh. i myself also dont know what to do but to sit and watch. haha study come first for now. study!!! okay take care=)

+KenDriK+ updated @ 3:08 AM

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Monday, September 24, 2007

after lots of thinking, if she will to contact me, i will definitely talk to her with my heart.

+KenDriK+ updated @ 1:07 AM

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Saturday, September 22, 2007

dreams are shattered into a million pieces! you seems so near to me everytime but i try to get hold of you, you seems to be so far away. i tried my best to stretch out my hands as far as possible just to grab hold of you but i failed everytime. now i realise you are so miles away from me and my dreams are miles away from fulfiling.

but now, you are seriously far away from me. no matter how far i run towards you, you will be always be far away. theres no chance for me to grab hold of you. dreams are shattered.

im depressed.

+KenDriK+ updated @ 2:25 AM

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Tuesday, September 11, 2007

DREAMS

when im small, i always have one this BIG BIG dream. which is to enjoy this awe-inspiring sight with my one-and-only miss precious.

coral reefs, deep blue sea. sitting on the cliff with this special girl in my heart, wind blowing gently against our lovely faces. hands wrapping around each other's waist. resting her head on my chest. holding hands with fingers interlocking each other warmly. the lovely-warm aura surrounding us. its just simply too SPLENDID!

watching birds flying freely. spreading their big wings out wide. hearing the sound of waves crushing onto the rocks. chilling wind blowing our hair, watching the trees dance, like its waving to us.
enjoying this magnificent sight, sharing own deepest secrets with each other. souls of two became one. doing everything as one. never be replace or seperate. its just so romantic.

i really hope i can have this chance. will my miss right be mine? i really wish to. love sees no flaws. loving you is all i wanted. loving you had became part of my journey. will you accompany me to finish the journey together?

will you? i love you.

okay its damn mushy. ><

+KenDriK+ updated @ 8:01 AM

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Friday, September 7, 2007

i looked into her eyes. her eyes, her soul really captivated me. whenever i close my eyes, her image will appear in my dark pitch scene. i just cant forget her. why?! trying my best to but i just cant. i will feel so depressed whenever im thinking that she will be migrating to aus soon. it just breaks me down. i really hope she will stay. i dont want her to leave just like that. am i being selfish? i dont know.

i just wish that she won't throw away the love and care i've given to her. because no matter what, im always here to be there for her. i know i've repeated that for many times but these words really meant a lot to me. i really want you to stay. but can you stay? please dont walk away like this. feeling sour is part of her leaving.

no! i dont want to take o levels! if o levels had passed, which means she gonna leave very soon! oh guardian of time! please freeze and let everything stop here! every hour every min every sec counts. i just want to know if i meant alot to her. that will be enough. am i? am i not?

one day i hope you will not just leave like that and tell me you are staying. i really really hope that will happen. sorry for being selfish but i just cant help it. days grow longer and nights grow shorter and i will be satisfied.

although within me are turning grey, i wont give up my wish and hoping you will tell me you are staying.

you meant a lot to me

+KenDriK+ updated @ 9:42 PM

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