Friday, July 27, 2007

things dont look the way it should be. it just stop in a middle of our journey. its tiring because being alone to finish the whol ong journey; no one to talk with; no one to joke with; no one to support each other with. i guess i should put down everything and start afresh? i've tried and tried to my very best. it just stuck within me as if it will be there forever. cant help myself thinking of you. remember the days when we set out together with faith. now im still alone walking through the journey. i dont know where is the ending. it seems like everlasting. you were right. giving up earlier is always than giving up later. the pain still will be there but not as much pain than giving up later. concentrate on studies is your way of forgetting it. but my way of forgetting things ain't studying. i went to gym and try to numb myself. i just want the pain to forget it. its tiring. damn tiring. i hate to go on. seriously. but i still have to go on. i've ever once of jumping down from my room and end everything. nah, its foolish. only a dumbass would do that. remembering the past hurts.

alright i go have some rest. my muscle is aching terribly. take care

always think about you holding my hands. its wonderful.

+KenDriK+ updated @ 8:50 PM

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