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Thursday, August 16, 2007

its been days since i've heard from her. dont know what she is doing now. im just feeling weird without her nags and chats. i feel so empty inside. idling around my house when im sick thinking of what might be doing now or why she didn't reply my msges. im just so lost. hope she will be back there for me again. time and time again i'd promise her to quit smoking and im always hang on to the promises i made for her. i want her back again nagging me to study everyday. sighh.. every night before i slept i will think of some possible reasons to solve the enquires in my heart. is it something happened thats why she didn't contact me? or is it she found out something that hurt her or something which i even know what it is. or is she trying to ignore/ avoid me just because she can concentrate on her work more? im just totally confused. really wanted her to help me solve all these questions. where is she?! can she appear in my dreams to tell me or give me a msg? every morning i wake up, the first thing i look is my phone. hoping i will receive a msg from her. even if its a "hey" or just "good morning" it will brighten up my day for sure. but it seems i didn't receive any. i really miss her lots. all these days without her msges i've been feeling very moody. dont wanna talk to other people even my friends but just her. she is nowhere near me. i will wait and wait till you give me a reply or a call. i need you seriously. i dont have the mood to revise my work without your naggings

remembering the last msg i've got from her: "sorry im kinda busy today. um talk tmrw? sorry."

is there some meaning behind these words?

this msg have been reciting in my mind all these while. where are you?

i miss you so.. please let me know you are still there for me.

+KenDriK+ updated @ 3:01 AM

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