Sunday, August 19, 2007

well although i've done so much, maybe its still not enough for me to win her heart. its the time that matters. i doesn't know her long enough. and i hate everything and my timidness for inviting her in my friendster. i hate i hate i hate! im feeling terrible now. nothing seems right since. i hate myself. i feel like sliting my wrist and let the blood gush out of my veins and die. i really feel like dying. i gave her everything but i got nothing in the end. haha thats life. love is so fucked. love can turn someone nasty. love can turn someone mad. love can turn someone into depression. but once you got love, everything seems so right. as if you have the entire world in your hands. im such a failure. i didn't have a chance to obtain the entire world. fuck up life fuck up world fuck up person i am. and its cool. does cutting myself feels good? nah its stupid. cutting myself wont make me die. maybe sliting my wrist? oh cool. all people says time heals time heals. lets observe if time really heals. im not that fortunate to have your love although you got my love. good luck to yourself and the person you love. god bless. i cant take this kind of stress. i'll take a rest im dying.

+KenDriK+ updated @ 8:49 AM

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